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Day 9 re-cap No solids June

Monica by Monica
Jun 10, 2015
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I tried to put this entry in yesterday but just didn’t have it. So this is being written on the morning of Day 10. Yesterday went well. I survived Day 9 pretty easily. It was another long day of trying to complete some work I was unable to finish on Monday. I can’t remember experiencing any cravings for solid food yesterday. I did wish at dinner time that I was not off solids; but it wasn’t so much a craving as a conscious thought. I again made red bean rice for my husband and son’s dinner and I would have liked to try it. But like they used to say back when I was a kid growing up, it’s not as if rice is going out of style. There will always be rice and there will always be beans. So at some point after the 30 days (if I make it), I can indulge in some red bean rice.

I didn’t make anything yesterday in the blended food department. I got by on just cashew butter and honey-sweetened almond milk. I did attempt to blend a piece of avocado with some kale for dinner but that didn’t quite work out. Had to dump that down the garbage disposal.

As far as the condition of the fibroids and my stomach, everything is fine there. Nothing out of the ordinary. My cycle has finally started, so my stomach is adjusting itself preparing to settle into the post-cycle phase. The pre-cycle phase isn’t fun. And the fact that I go through it twice now that 2 cycles per month seems to be the rule is even less fun. But at least I know that it will ease once my cycle starts.

These days I’m not feeling nearly as frustrated about having fibroids as I used to. The main frustration for me was the change in my appearance. Looking pregnant when I’m not hasn’t been fun. But I think I’m finally coming around to a point of acceptance of my altered body. And I’m learning how not to dress for my fibroids. By that I mean to say, when dressing to go out I’ve made my fibroids the main focus for several years now. These days I’m ignoring the fibroids as much as possible. There are times when they cannot be ignored; but for the most part I’ve been wearing regular clothes instead of trying to fashion tents under which I can hide my body.Monica Wednesday June 10 2015 2

I have a fibroid-full belly. Okay. So what? My mother went through the same thing I’m going through and I never saw her try to hide her changed shape. I never saw her hang her head in shame because she was no longer considered to have a nice shape on account of having a swollen belly. She continued to dress nicely.  She wore normal-sized dresses. She wore belts at her waist. She didn’t dress in old-school maternity wear and adapt the mannerisms of a pregnant lady. She treated herself well. She did not dress with her purpose being to hide her stomach because she was so embarrassed about and ashamed of how she looked

I still do try to hide my stomach as much as possible if I can; but that is no longer my sole focus and purpose when putting an outfit together to go out (I have been getting out a little bit more though still nothing close to what is considered normal). I have realized I can still look nice (nice by my own personal style definition). I don’t have to try to disappear under many yards of cloth and hide myself for shame because I have a body that people will notice for all the wrong reasons. When all is said and done what is there to fear?

  • Some people will not notice me at all
  • Some people notice me and think I’m pregnant
  • Some people will notice me and think I have a big belly
  • Some people will notice me and think I have an ugly body

People–>notice–think…

People notice and they think and because of that I’m going to not live? I’m going to not live out of fear that people will notice and think? I’m going to live my life hiding myself, hating myself because I have a body that people will notice and think something about that isn’t flattering to my ego? Seriously? I think I can and absolutely must do better than that.

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My name is Monica. I have fibroids. My fibroids are large enough that they have transformed my figure into something I am still trying to learn how to live with. In the meantime while I try to learn how to live with my fibroids I am also trying every possible method I can find to try to shrink them naturally because I am afraid of the idea of a hysterectomy. I lived with fibroids from 2007 - 2016. I started documenting my experiences on this blog in 2012. On March 7th 2016 I had a hysterectomy out of concern that I might have ovarian cancer. It did not turn out that I had ovarian cancer. The cancer scare forced the hysterectomy I was trying to avoid, and so, I became fibroid free as of March 7th 2016. I will try to keep this blog up and running in the hope that it will be of some use to others going through what I went through.

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