Journal
Good morning Saturday
It's 2016. I just turned 45 two months ago. I feel as if I'm supposed to say that with a...
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I know I have not written an update since June. That is because I have been too busy not paying...
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30-day no solids June – Day 30
Somehow I have made it to Day 30! I have made it to the 30th day of my 30-day mission...
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30-day no solids June Day 4
It has been a crazy day. I've been lost in space since I woke up this morning. So far I've...
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Sunday January 18th 2015 10:58 AM
I don't know where things stand for me right now. Yesterday I was 100% certain that I had come to...
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Fibroids food and wine
Started July 30th 2014: I succeeded in my endeavor to avoid solids yesterday and so far today I have managed...
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Looking back: 1998
I used to believe in love. I guess everybody can say that. This picture is from a painting I created...
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My thoughts as I sit alone at 1:21AM Thursday
What's the use of wishing you were never born? You were born. You are here. You've been here 43 years....
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Over 40 poor black woman with fibroids
It's been one helluva day. I got disrespected in so many ways by so many different people today. It started...
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Stay true to yourself and your own story and you will not get lost
A few days ago someone said to me in an email "Stay true to yourself and your own story and...
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My name is Monica. I started this blog years ago to document my attempt to shrink my fibroids naturally. I tried many things over many years. Some methods seemed to help. Others not so much. But in the end I had to get a hysterectomy and I had to get my ovaries removed. I had surgery in March 2016. Mine was apparently one of the biggest and most gruesome fibroids the surgeons had ever seen. I am now trying to rebuild my life and re-invent myself.