It is 9:34PM central time. I am soon going to go upstairs for my bath and call it a night. This was Day 13 of my 21 day juice fast for shrinking fibroids. I was complaining earlier today about my inability to afford the things I need to do this juice fast properly. I was talking about a $299 Breville 800JEXL Juice Fountain Elite 1000-Watt Juice Extractor and how opulent it looked and how I would love to have it but can’t afford it; then I started getting down on myself because of my poverty and blaming myself for making choices in my life that lead me down the road to where I am today.
Right this very moment I am feeling okay. I was able to buy a blender today and some fruits and vegetables. I made myself a green smoothie. It was horrible (See: Bought blender today and made world’s worst tasting green smoothie); but I had fun making it and I think it gave me a much needed energy boost. I might go and force down a couple gulps of what remains before I head up to prepare for bed.
Strange thing: I cannot feel the fibroid that is usually lodged between my rib cage. I don’t know if it’s just been shifted out of it’s usual place or what but I can’t feel it right this minute. I can still feel the others but they don’t feel quite as hard as usual. I can feel other textures in there where I have been for so long able to feel nothing but the rock hard masses of fibrous tissue.
It feels good to have had something to drink that wasn’t sweet. That was really crazy what I was doing drinking 4 servings of Naked Protein zone juice smoothie per day. We’re talking over 100 grams of sugar! Not a good thing at all.
I am glad I was able to get a blender even if it was a cheap blender (Oster 14 Speed Blender), and I am glad I was able to get some fruits and vegetables to try out the blender with. Now I will go do a half hour of yoga then go take a bath and go to bed.
